“Not so good” would be my answer if you asked how I am at the moment. Well, depending on who you are, it might be a variation of that. If I answer you with a very quick “I’m fine” then you should panic and go hide. This is the standard answer always to this question of I am full of misery. Just so you know, you should also go hide if you ever utter the words “You look tired” to me. This is a red rag to the already very tired me, and I will kill you – with my stare! Just so you know. I have never met in person one person who has ever left a message here. Maybe one day.
“Not so good” though seems to be as good as I can muster. Something isn’t right. I am restless but tired. Wanting to change, but seemingly unable to change that much. I know that I can’t quite put my finger on what is wrong. But I am trying. I am trying so hard. Maybe that is the problem.
I am sure it will pass. I keep thinking that if I have a quiet weekend and just do some little things and sleep and rest then I will be “fine” again. So there you have it. The ramblings of me as I try and muster the energy to get some things done before it’s time for bed.